..And the FEELING that I'm FALLING further IN LOVE makes me SHIVER..

Dad: nakita mo ba yung parang telephone wire?
Riccel: Hindi eh.
Dad: Oo nakita mo yun.
Riccel: o_o okk.

Wtf. How can you command someone else' eyes? :))


Anyway. I'm just a little bored. I hate being sick, but wtf, can I command myself to get healed immediately? :))


:D!

When a guy…

 

When a guy talks about you to his friends that often, does he like you?

When a guy suddenly comes out of nowhere when you are in despair, does he care for you?

When a guy consistently annoys you, is he desperate for your attention?

When a guy tells you that he missed you, does he mean it?

 

When a guy sings for you, does he want to win your heart with his voice?

When a guy hugs you, does he want you to feel that he is warm?

When a guy chooses to sit beside you, does he want to stay there forever?

When a guy smiles often for you, does he want to see your smile as well?

 

When a guy plays his guitar for you, does it mean he’s serenading?

When a guy leaves you hanging, is he testing if you’ll keep holding on?

When a guy gives effort to keep that smile on your face, does he wish only he can do that?

When a guy keeps knowing things about you, is he that interested in you?

 

When a guy makes you ask all of these questions,

Are you in love with him?

Are you afraid that you might misinterpret his actions for love?

Or are you hopeful that he loves you as much as you love him?

 

:D I composed it out of randomness, maybe

 

Well anyhow, that’s all.

 

“Let me die still loving, so there’s no death.”

-from a play <3

 

リセルアルシム

I hate it when people judge others about the way they dress, or how they look in general.

Okaaay. This all started when I noticed how those people in Gateway (in Cubao) gave out pamphlets to selected people. And these selected people are those who looked presentable according to the tastes of those people. They disgust me. I know they pay a sum of money for those pamphlets to be printed out, but I really think they are being judgmental by being really picky of the people they give those out. O.o for all they know, these people which they see as middle-to-low class may be the ones looking for a place to stay. Erk, which is why, whenever they offer me those condominium units, I give out my “no thanks, PLEASE don’t bother me” face. Back in first year, (woah I’m old) I dressed shabbily, well, not shabbily, but a little boyish with a random shirt, denim pants and rubber shoes…well you get the point. :)) I may be a girl but I never acted like one last year. Back to the story, I wondered why I was never given those darn pamphlets, and being a new dork in the city, I’m always curious about those stuffs being offered. Now that I have learned the lady way of dressing up, with skirts, dresses and stuffs like that, and I also learned about ‘casual yet formal’ look of shoes, I finally perfected the mechanics of those condo-selling people. Too bad for them, with my transformation, I also left my dork side, well, aside. :))

The second instance, was when I was in Ricky Reyes in Farmers at Cubao, I said I wanted a haircut, and asked if it can be done in 30 minutes. I ASKED okay? I did not EVEN DEMAND. I just inquired and they said it would take longer than that, so I was like, “oh, okay.” Almost all of them were idle, and no one wanted to entertain me, it was like, “Hey, you do it” “No you” No you!” “Fine.” FINE I’M WEARING A SHIRT, PANTS AND RUBBER SHOES AGAIN, BUT HEY, I HAVE MONEY TO PAY FOR A FUCKING DECENT HAIRCUT. They ill treated me, I ought to not pay them, but I just let it go. I had really great patience back then. I don’t know where that all went though. I think a close person took that all away. I seriously told that person I’ve been keeping to myself all the hatred I had for *insert gender here I won’t give a clue*, and, well, that person didn’t change anyway. It’s *insert gender here* way or no way. Damn. I even..nevermind. That’s another story.

Also, I got really fumed up just a while ago, when I was at Rustan’s in Katipunan. There was this cashier bitch (hahaha~) who was checking out the grocery of this old woman, who (okay I’m being judgmental) looked like a country woman. The cashier bitch scratched her head to show dismay, and packed the grocery of the woman in a very ill-manner. The woman just fixed it herself, and I gave the bitch a poker face look. Good for that bitch I had no energy to fight with her. I just lightly crashed my grocery (since if my water bottle broke, I’d still pay for it lol) in front of her, handed my money in an almost rude manner, rolled my eyes because it took her long enough to give me my change, and hurriedly went out, just to make her experience how it feels like being rudely treated. I don’t know what got into me. I just know, whenever I’m really annoyed at someone, I make sure s/he feels it. And for some reason, no one can really stand it when I’m angry at them, well, maybe because they feel like I can never frown, and they somehow got me to do it. Well yay for them~ But, once I frown, once I’ve cried because of a person, it would be hard to make me forget it, and it would all stay inside of me. It will take more than a million sorry to be fully forgiven by me. (okay enough, XD this post was supposed to be about my outing last Thursday)

Okay. Fshoooooorkkkkkllaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrraaawrrrrrrrrfrigggggg. (lolwut)

Last Wednesday and Friday, we didn’t have class, YAY. :)) But boo for me, I got 24 hour flu. Darn. O.o couldn’t get out of the dorm, I was so friggin tired. =| (And there I was hoping to die already. Oops. I mean, hoping to get well soon. XD)

I don’t remember when I received the text, but I got an invitation for a swimming party , and I didn’t hesitate to say  yes. Well, actually, I did, LOL. Kuya Ervin said, “go or no go?” and I replied “go? Haha.” And he said “punta ka ha! Hehe!” And I said, “okaaay go na go na ako! :))” I’ve been dying to swim for almost a month anyway, my new found friend wanted to go swimming, and so we invited people, and then she became a bitch and no one wants her part of the group anymore, and since she coordinated the swimming party, it didn’t push through. Although I really wanted to swim very badly, even if she’s in the picture, haha. :)) Meanie Rii. :)) Anyway, I really got excited when someone texted me that there’s a swimming party by Thursday. I slept all Wednesday so I won’t be sick anymore in time for swimming. Haha.

Thursday came, and we had our Japanese test in the afternoon. I freaked out so much because I got 34 out of 40, and the remaining 10 points is still in question. O__O It was the essay part, and I got five minutes left before I even started my essay. Darn. I just put there whatever. The direction was to come up with a five sentence essay containing my activities for whatever day. I chose Saturday, placed there utterly random activities like “Have breakfast by 7am, go to school by 9am, have lunch by 12pm, go to NSTP place by 1pm and finally go home by 5pm.” LOL. Well whatever. :)) I was desperate. And I had to write in hiragana/katakana characters, and I’m very slow in writing since I have to think about the characters first, especially katakana. Whenever I’m seriously desperate, like, I forgot what the katakana for “te” was, I just write in romaji. LOL. And if I don’t know the Japanese word for a certain number, I just write the number. Anyway, our teacher accepts it. I think. :)) Damn. Haha.

リセルアルシム　:D Hai. That’s my Japanese name. Haha. :)) my Japanese teacher calls me Rishel. People like to call me Richel. And some retards pronounce my name as Riksel. (bato bato sa langit, tamaan huwag magalit~) Anyway, I’m used to all those mispronunciations. I always tell them “sige lang kahit ano, haha. Sanay na ako. Titingin pa rin ako kahit iba yung pagkakasabi ng name ko. Sa ‘hoy’ at ‘psst’ lang ako hindi lumilingon.” :))

Back to my story, after Japanese class, we had Comm class, and my brother asked me the price of the mini fan of Ateneo, and told me to buy two and meet up with him at Gateway by 6:30pm. Shit. 6pm was the call time for the swimming, if I wanted to go there with someone. I sadly told kuya Ervin that I couldn’t go because of my brother. He asked me if my brother was going to stay in my dorm or is just going to visit, because he knows some people who will also just catch up. Haha. Yay! Good thing he had backup plans, I really wanted to go swimming. At Gateway, my brother and I ate, and he asked me if I wanted to watch a movie, and I said I have a swimming party to attend to. :)) And he was like “okay. =|” Although I was kind of resentful that I turned down probably the first time he asked me to go see a movie. I seldom have brother-sister date with him. =| Unlike my other brother who is always a call/text away. :)) Anyway, I also have prior activity, so I had to choose swimming at the end. I did manage to buy what my brother needed(?) and had dinner with him, so I guess the movie can be postponed. :))

I met up with ate Karen, ate Kim, Sep and Gelo at Mini Stop in Katipunan. We rode a taxi going to the place. It was a Social Adjustment committee outing, but some from the other committees joined as well. :)) *cough*

“Dahil competitive ka, eto ang korona mo! Korona ng tubig~ Korona~ Korona.” Hahaha. :)) We played a lot of games, and I increased my lung power as well. LOL. I challenged myself to swim all the way to the other side of the pool, and I did it. Hahaha. :)) I seriously enjoyed the 7 feet swimming pool because I’ve never attempted to swim into one. O_O It was so amazing. :)) And some people were fascinated by dog paddle, which was probably the only swimming talent I have, besides being able to go underwater for more than 2 minutes or so, Hahaha. :)) And people wanted to learn it as well. Someone told them to just do floating because dog paddle is tiring, which is true. =|

We swam from 10pm to 4am. Actually, by 3 something, I fell asleep by the side of the pool. Yes. Feel asleep. :)) In the stairs. Haha. And when I woke up, I was shaking so hard because I was so cold. I shouldn’t have slept with half of my body immersed in water. Dumb me. :))

Aaaaand when the sun shone, we went home eventually. Fun. :)) I slept all Friday because I was so tired.

I went to visit the shop again last Saturday because I missed the people there. And they were friggin shocked with my new hair and kept calling me “Yung bata oh.” Hahaha. :)) I was supposed to stay there until I drop dead (LOL), but an evil spirit came by, and I just had to go home.

This entry shall compensate for my laziness in the past two weeks. :))

Good morning world. :3

~*~*~Riseru Arushimu~*~*~

P.S.  About the title, I was looking for a white dress for my blockmate Mindy’s debut. Haha. :)) I wanted a white dress because frankly, I don’t have one. Not that I have every color except white, but, I think I kind of want to see myself in white. O.o Even though my skin is dark. I don’t know. Haha. :)) I have a pink ball gown, I used it back in third year prom, then a burgundy one which I used in fourth year. Then a black sort of casual yet sort of formal dress which I used in my seventeenth birthday (HAHA. Sosyal? Trivia: I had a really crappy 16^th birthday, which I call bitter sixteen, because that was the time there was a gang of people who steals the lamanloob |conyo much?| of the people, and my mother won’t let me do any activity outside house, VERY CRAPPY 16^TH BIRTHDAY. To compensate for that, I had an awesome 17^th birthday, many thanks to my older brother. :D March 13 until 14^th, we parteyyd all night long. Haha. And he forced me to finish a can of beer. =| Darn.). Basically, all my dresses were just worn once, and I really want to either sell them or make a cocktail dress out of the ball gowns, and wear them again at someone’s debut. Haha.:)) About the white dress by the way, my mother resolved to just let my tita do it, since I found crappy ones everywhere, and when I finally found a really pretty one, they don’t have it in white. And, well, we all decided that my tita Becky would just copy off the design in white color. It’s cool to have a tita who can make dresses. LOL.

P.P.S. I really suck at blogging now. =|

OMG LJ.! :))


I've missed LJ. Woo. :)) I'm not really THAT busy in school. Just lazy. :))


We just had our second Japanese exam yesterday. I was very optimistic about the outcome of the exam because I still had extra time to check my answers. Let's drink to that, KAMPAII! :)) Well, I got a high grade, but I'm not satisfied. I got 45 out of 50. Apparently, to get an A, you need 46. :)) WHAT THE HELL RIGHT? People are like, "RICCEL YOU GOT A FCKIN B+ OK BE HAPPY" XD I'm not. :<


Well, it's a compensation for my fail first exam. :)) It's not really fail, just, a point above the passing. LOL. That sucks. XD


"Do what you love and fuck the rest."-Aly. LOL. Cute. :))


Anyway, my laziness is lurking again. I'll post weekly. :D Some entries as short as this one. XD

Since my LJ is dead, I'll fill it with surveys. LOL.

Do you wear sunglasses while driving?
>>I don't even know how to drive. XD

Look to your left. Name the first thing you see.
>>Aly's case for her Ipod.

What ink cartridge does your printer take?
>>wut? IDK. LOL.

Last magazine you read
>>Cosmopolitan mag, from my roommate. XD

Do you download music legally or illegally?
>>illegal plx.

Favorite kind of potato chips?
>>the plain salted one. :)

At around 3:00 PM yesterday you were doing what:
>>Playing restaurant city with Danielle Studying for ITM test today.

How many burned CDs do you have?
>>i don't like CDs. So I only burn for like, projects, etc. for school.

Cereal you couldn't live without?
>>ermmm. I can live without breakfast, soooo, I can live without cereal. :|

What's the one thing you couldn't afford to leave behind on a vacation?
>>my phone

Can you watch golf on TV for more than 15 minutes?
>>i never liked golf :|

Ever gone bungee jumping?
>>no >.< BUT IF YOU'RE ASKING ME TO COME WIFF, I SHALL NOT HESITATE TO .. COME WIFF JOO! XD

How about jumping on a trampoline?
>>I think so?

What does a CPA do?
>>accounting shiets. XD

Do you still live with your parents?
>>yeah. :) During weekends. XD

Temperature outside?
>>IDK. but it's really cold from where I stand, or sit o-o

Ever read a motivational book?
>>a wut. Maybe?

What kind of toothpaste do you use?
>>random toothpaste at home. Colgate, Happy, Sensodyne. any. :))

Best pizza place in town?
>>don't really haave a favorite pizza place.

How many friends on your friendster
>>idk. idc. i don't even touch that. Except when someone tells me to read a comment or sth.

How many of those do you know personally?
>>again, idc. :))

Ever stomped on an ant and felt like godzilla?
>>I step on ants, but I don't feel like godzilla o-o that's just retarded. XD

Best computer game is?
>>Sims2, those warcraft like games (I'm srsly fond of killing ppl), and HS5. HAHA.

If you had 24 hours to live, what would you do?
>>tell all the ppl I hate that I hate them, then tell one person that I love that..I love him. LOL. Then shout at libraries, kick an enemy, hug a really big dog. LOL. I'm so random, just like this survey. XD

Would you like to ride around in a tank just for the hell of it?
>>i guess. XD

Last movie you saw?
>>Princess diaries :))

Was it any good or was it terrible?
>>i always liked that movie XD

Coke or Pepsi?
>>I don't drink soda :|

How bad are your allergies?
>>not bad. I'm allergic to those small shrimps, and I'll go itchy whenever I ate like, so much. :))

Remember MC Hammer?
>>who? wut? XD

Are you superior to Chuck Norris?
>>lolwutt. who's that.

How many pairs of socks do you own?
>>I don't count my socks. I'm not THAT bored. XD

How does this survey compare to others that you've taken?
>>This IS random. :)

NAME 7 THINGS THAT MUST ALWAYS BE IN YOUR SCHOOL BAG:
1. pencil case
2. pad papers
3. wallet
4. money
5. simple kikay stuffs. LOL (powder and lip balm only o_o)
6. notebook
7. umbrella

Name 3 things you do when you’re really stressed:
1. sleep XD
2. drink a lot of C2 peach :|
3. eat. :))

Name 5 favorite fruits:
1. strawberry
2. watermelon
3. apple
4. mango
5. sunkist

What are you thinking about right now?
..Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone. O_O (..it's a song btw. I know ppl named Romeo, but I'm not interested in them XD)

Where is your phone?
..mobile phone? Nakasabit lagi sa leeg ko. XD

Where do you sleep?
..in teh bed. Pag nasa dorm, sa kwarto ko sa dorm. Pag sa bahay, random. Sa master's bedroom, sa kwarto ko, minsan sa sofa sa sala. XD minsan sa floor, pag occupied yung sofa, pero syempre may parang comforter dun bago ako humiga. XD

Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing now?
..uhh, from the mall?

What was the last thing you ate?
..fish fillet. :|

What kind of cellphone service do you have?
..globe forever amen. XD

What is the closest item near you that is white?
..the wall.

What is the last movie you watched?
..princess diaries pero hindi tapos. Natulugan ko nung Sunday. XD sooo kung tapos dapat, Mulan :3 HAHA. Disney channel shiets for mom's day XD

When did you last feel a tree with your bare hands?
._. feel a wut? Di ko napapansin kung hinahawakan ko ung mga puno eh. :))

THE STRANGE ELEVEN
Eleven odd facts about yourself:

1. Are you photo addict?
..not really. XD

2. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
..taking a bath. XD

3. Do you care for your Friendster?
..no. =))

4. How many different beverages have you drank since yesterday?
..let's see, I drowned myself with C2 apple, drank water.. 2. :D

5. What are three things you hate?
..xxxx <--newchii's version (i mean, yung kilala ni newchii na xxxx, not her LOL), the idea that I'm studying while summer, and myself. :D

6. What do you wish for?
..i wish everyone was sensitive enough to know when to be UBER sensitive and insensitive. (teka, kahit ako yata nalito doon). Fck that. I wish for lots of money, lots of clothes, and a straight hair for myself. :)) Oh. I wish I wasn't wearing glasses too. -.-

7. When was the last time you got really hurt?
..if physically, nadapa ako sa bahay nung Sunday, May 10, HAHAHAHA. While trying to relocate my pc's..uhh..location. Emotionally, well, last Sunday din, don't ask why, mentally, sumakit yung ulo ko sa ITM class kanina, although I got a plus 6 yay me okay na masakit yung ulo. XD ayun lang. :D

8. Any plans for tonight?
..sleep.

9. Something you are excited about?
..Saturday! :D

10 . What is your favorite flavor of ice cream?
..vanilla <3

11 . Describe your keychains?
..strawberry from my brother. wait wut. I mean he gave the strawberry keychain to me, from Baguio. Fux. Nasira yung image ng strawberry sa utak ko dahil sa Kokology. :))
———————————-
1. Do you know anyone in prison?
..no. :|

2. If so, who?
..dumdum. wala nga eh.

3. Party girl/boy or Home girl/boy?
..middle :D

4. Have you ever gotten naked at a party?!
..err no. I did find a shirt in a party once, which was disturbing. LOL.

5. Name someone you miss.
..Y_Y I really don't know if I miss xxxx or not. :| fuk riitarded feelings. >_<

NOTE: I'm just playing from my phone. SO it's pretty limited. My computer here at home got reformatted, so yeah. XD no itunes. LOL.


1.) How am I feeling today?

In the Ayer - Flo_Rida Ft. Will.I.Am

Oh hot damn, this is my jam
Keep my partying till the A.M.
Ya'll don't understand, make me throw my hands
In the ayer ay-ayer, ayer ay-ayer

LOL. Party animal much. XD I'm hyper everyday, so I guess the song is acceptable. XD

2.) How will I feel getting married?

1234 - Plain White T's

Give me more loving than I’ve ever had
Make me feel better when I’m feeling sad
Tell me I’m special even though I know I’m not
Make me feel good when I hurt so bad
Barely getting mad
I’m so glad I found you
I love being around you
You make it easy
Its as easy as 1-2-1-2-3-4
There’s only one thing
To Do
Three words
For you
(I love you) I love you
There’s only one way to say
Those three words
That’s what I’ll do
(I love you) I love you

Wow. <3

3.) What is my best friend's theme song?

Check Yes Juliet - We the Kings

run baby run
don't ever look back
they'll tear us apart
if you give them the chance
don't sell your heart
don't say we're not meant to be
run baby run
forever will be
you and me

More wow. XD So my bestfriends are in love? Teehee :3

4.) Highschool was?'

Boats and Birds - Gregory and the Hawk

I'm sorry. Wut? XD

5.) I am...

Thinking of You - Katy Perry

LOL. I am.. thinking of you? XD

6.) How is today?

Pocketful of Sunshine - Natasha Bedingfield

got a pocket,
Got a pocket full of sunshine
I got a love an' I know that it's all mine
Oh, oh whoa oh
Do what you want,
But you never gonna break me,
Sticks an' stones are never gonna shake me
No, oh whoa, oh

Take me away (take me away)
A secret place (a secret place)
A sweet escape (a sweet escape)
Take me away (take me away)
Take me away (take me away)
To better days (to better days)
Take me away (take me away)
A hiding place (a hiding place)

take me awaaaay~ XD I'm feeling strong. Surprisingly. :D coincidental too. XD

7.) What is in store for this week?

Hot 'N Cold - Katy Perry

..lol. Enuff said. XD

8.) What song best describes my parents?

Do You Know - Enrique Iglesias

Wah? o.o But I lub my parents and they lub me! Random music lies! XD

9.) How is my life going?

Everytime We Touch - Cascada

'Cause every time we touch, I get this feeling.
And every time we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
Need you by my side.
'Cause every time we touch, I feel this static.
And every time we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so...
I can't let you go.
Want you in my life.

..srsly. Random music from phone is making parinig. LOL

10.) What song will they play at my funeral?

Fell in Love Without You (Acoustic version) - Motion City Soundtrack

Every aching wound will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call, "in love".
We used to call it

..no comment. :|

11.) How does the world see me?

Ur So Gay - Katy Perry

SAY WUT? HAHAHAHA. THIS IS EPIC XDD OO NA GAY NA.

12.) My friends think...

Because the Night - Cascada

..because the night belongs to the lovers, because the night belongs to.. o.o My friends think like that? LOL

13.) My life lived...

New Soul - Yael Naim

I'm a new soul
I came to this strange world
Hoping I could learn a bit about how to give and take.
But since I came here
Felt the joy and the fear
Finding myself making every possible mistake

ye. mistakes mistakes mistakes. XO

14.) This makes me happy...

The Great Escape - Boys like Girls

Paper bags and plastic hearts
All are belongings in shopping carts
Its goodbye
But we got one more night
Lets get drunk and drive around
And make peace with this empty town
We can make it right

Throw it away
Forget yesterday
Well make the great escape
We wont hear a word they say
They dont know us anyway
Watch it burn
Let it die
Cause we are finally free tonight

..I want.. freedom? From wut? XD

15.) What should I do with my life right now?

Huwag Mo nang Itanong - MYMP

..wag mo nga daw itanong eh. LOLOL. HAHAHA.

16.) I will be happy with my life when...?

You Make Me Wanna - Blue

..you make me wanna surrender my soul. HOW IS THAT CONSIDERED JOY? LOL

17.) What is some good advice?

Miss You - MYMP

..that's retarded. Where's the advice? XD

18.) What do I think my current theme song is?

Summertime - New Kids on The Block

I think about you in the summertime,
And all the good times we had, baby,
Been a few years and I can't deny,
The thought of you still makes me crazy,
I think about you in the summertime,
I'm sittin' here in the sun with you on my mind.
You're my, my summertime.

..you're my summertime :D <33

19.) What does everyone else think my current theme song is?

Decode - Paramore

How can i decide what`s right?
When you`re clouding up my mind
I can`t win your losing fight,
All the time

How can i ever own what`s mine,
When you`re always taking sides
But you won`t take away my pride,
No not this time
Not this time

..uhh, wut? o.o

20.) The type of men/women I like are...

Thunder (Acoustic) - Boys Like Girls

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know you're unlike any other?
You'll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I don't wanna ever love another
You'll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

..I think he's someone sweet. Or, maybe I'll be the one sweet to him. LOL. WTF.

21.) How will you feel on your wedding day?

Misery Business - Paramore

..I never..meant to brag. LOL. HAHAHAHA. SO YUNG FUTURE PARTNER KO INAGAW SAKIN TAPOS INAGAW KO PABALIK? XD well dear, I never meant to brag, BUT I GOT HIM WHERE I WANT HIM NOW. HAHAHAHA.

22.) What should I do with my love life?

Truly Madly Deeply - Cascada

I will be strong
I will be faithful
Because I am counting on a new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning yeah

..yes. I will be strong and faithful. I like this. XD

23.) What will your neighbourhood be like?

Coco Jamboo - Mr. President

HAHAHA. My stuffed toy Pikachu sings this. XD Now I have a disturbing image of Pikachu neighbors. :| *xempre hindi ako nagfocus dun sa song. LOL*

24.) What will your dying words be?

Out of My League - Stephen Speaks

o_o That's. Not much of dying words. Or song. XD


Well, anyway. Some songs are utterly disturbing. Some are, just weird. XD Some are freakishly correct. O_O


I tag everyone who reads this. :3

ANTAGAL KO NA HINDI NAGPOPOST ! :D


anyway, I'd like to post lyrics of songs here. :3


xxxx sorta told me I'm his star. o_o



Soo, me post Mabpot's song here. I mean, he did not make it, but he introduced it to me.


BOATS AND BIRDS


If you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by

if you be my boat
I'll be your sea
a depth of pure blue just to probe curiosity
ebbing and flowing and pushed by a breeze
I live to make you free
I live to make you free

but you can set sail to the west if you want to
and past the horizon till I can't even see you
far from here where the beaches are wide
just leave me your wake to remember you by

if you be my star
I'll be your sky
you can hide underneath me and come out at night
when I turn jet black and you show off your light
I live to let you shine
I live to let you shine

but you can skyrocket away from me
and never come back if you find another galaxy
far from here with more room to fly
just leave me your stardust to remember you by
stardust to remember you by


Then, I told him I won't leave his universe. LOL. hence the song:


YOUR UNIVERSE

Tell me something
When the rain falls on your face
How do you quickly replace
It with
A golden summer smile?

Tell me something
When I'm feelin' tired and afraid
How do you know just what to say
To make
Everything alright?

Chorus:
I don't think that you even realize
The joy you make me feel when I'm inside
Your universe
You hold me like I'm the one who's precious
I hate to break it to you but it's just
The other way around
You can thank your stars all you want but
I'll always be the lucky one

Tell me something
When I'm 'bout to lose control
How do you patiently hold
My hand
And gently calm me down?

Tell me something
When you sing and when you laugh
Why do I always photograph
My heart
Flyin way above the clouds?

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LOL right? XD


who's xxxx? >:)

Apparently, my friend Jasmine started the whole "sabi ni xxxx..." thing. She said, "Sabi ni xxxx, mahirap daw magmahal dahil hindi mo alam kung mamahalin ka pabalik ng tao. Totoo ba yun?" Then I started to say that as well. Apparently, xxxx is an anonymous person for Jasmine. For me, xxxx is either someone I don't know that said something significant, can't remember the name, someone I know but I don't want to expose the name of that person, or my alter ego. Yes. I have one. XD usually, my status messages in yahoo messenger composes of many many "sabi ni xxxx.." I want to post some of them here. :D and no, the xxxx's here isn't solely my alter ego. @.@


sabi ni xxxx:

• Sa panahon ngayon, ang pagligo ay isang pagsubok.

• Bago ako umiyak, bumili daw ako ng fishbowl na maliit. Dun ko ibuhos ang kalungkutan ko, TENEN! May saltwater na! Fish na lang kulang! :D

• Pag malungkot ka, napapaisip ka bigla sa tungkol sa silbi ng buhay.

• HUWAG NA HUWAG maglaro kapag stressed. May maaaway ka, magagalit siya, aawayin ka, magagalit ka, tapos malulungkot ka. (lol. for pet XC)

• Put me up, put me down, put my feet back on the ground. Put me up, take my heart and make me happy. (HAHAHAHA. my pikachu plushie sings this song)

• Sa mundo ng online games, kapag babae ang character mo, popormahan ka ng lalaking character. Hihingin ang friendster at ym mo, tapos kapag wala kang binigay, automatic chiksilog ka na agad. (Ayos. XD)

• May discrimination daw sa mundo ng online games. Ang sexist daw, kasi feeling ng buong mundo, lalaki lang talaga ang mahilig mag games. Sige nga, bigyan mo ako ng term para sa babaeng naglalaro ng lalaking account? Bakit yung lalaking naglalaro ng babaeng account chiksilog?

• Dapat mag - aral na daw ako imbes na gumagawa ng blog entry ngayon.

• Mag - aral daw muna ako bago maglaro. Pero, dahil hindi ako naglalaro, iniwan na niya ako sa ere. Ok so alam kong inaway kita pero, sabi mo rin di na ako naglalaro kaya iniwan mo ko. Pakshet. ANO BA TALAGA XXXX?! (LOL. hush~ Rii chan~)

• Hindi daw niya alam kung bakit yung post ko na ito ay parang umiikot na lang sa mundo ng paglalaro ko.

• Itigil ko na daw ito bago ako maloka.

• Naloloka na daw talaga ako ngayon.

• LOL.

Anyway, I'll go study calculus now. Horray tests. :D

I was bored, so I tried to know if I can be searched through the internet by.. well nevermind. I just want to trash one of my accounts so I wouldn't feel guilty telling lies. LOLx. It's just something minor. Haha~


Well anyway, one of Irene's post here in LJ popped out as a result in the search. (uh oh.. i can be traced. LOL) Beside it was 'translate this page' and out of boredom, I clicked it. Here's what I discovered:

In tagalog (or wrong usage of capital letters, grammar, whatever):

.. and also im watching FRUITS BASKET in the net but it is english dubbed and super hina ng voice so i wasnt really able to enjoy..

Translated:

.. and also im watching Fruits Basket in the net but it is dubbed english and super softness of the voice so i really wasn't able to enjoy ..

(super softness. parang ang landi. XD)

In tagalog:

ZOMG~ napanood mo na ba hanggang end ng season 1?

Translated:

ZOMG ~ napanood you do until end of season 1?

(i don't okay. XD)

In tagalog:

ang cadets ang pinakamababa sa lahat..wala silang kapangyarihan..

Translated:

the cadets the lowest of all power they do not .. ..

(oo na. they don't. XD)

In tagalog:

always wear ponytail - bsta nkatali lhat ng girls nd ung boys ay 3 x 4 (3 daliri sa gilid na nsa taas ng tenga at 4 na daliri sa likod ang pagpapagupit mo)

Translated:

always wear ponytail - bsta nkatali lhat the girls nd ung boys are 3 x 4 (3 fingers on the side of nsa height of 4 eared and finger behind the pagpapagupit mo)

(ASDASDASJDNSF. nosebleed XD)

In tagalog:

yan..nkuha ko lng yan sa mga friends ko na nag s.u.

Translated:

yan .. nkuha I lng yan in my friends who su

(who.. what? O_O)

In tagalog:

verify - pwdng gumalaw ang ulo dahil may ipapakita ang officer

Translated:

Verify - pwdng move because the head may show the officer

(pwedeng move what? err. because the head may show the officer..what? Huh? o_o I'm freakishly lost)

In tagalog:

ang officer namin si keesha ^_^

Translated:

the officer we keesha si ^ _ ^

(and I thought we're speaking another language here. Si si, I was wrong. XD)

In tagalog:

o, un na un..nxt time n lng ung mga replies at panagot namin sa officers, kung gusto mo pang malaman..hehe...

Translated:

or, to un un .. nxt time n lng ung the replies and we guarantee to the officers, if you need .. hehe ...

(we guarantee to the officers that we are 100% happy with CAT! Wait! There's more! If you order now, you'll get a free toilet! *lol :| ang labo*)

NOW THIS IS MY PERSONAL FAVORITE :

In tagalog:

miss na kita! ^_^

Translated:

miss that revenue! ^_^

(may breakeven ba? Or joo gained profit dati? Haha!)

okk. I'm getting bored here. Im gonna copy paste all of the comments in full already. LOLx.

In tagalog:

uyy irene! hahaha! note: nilagay mo nga ung military secrecy.. nilabas mo lahat... hahaha!!! joke! uyy mron ka na palang ganito~ yaaaay xD...

Translated:

uyy Irene! hahaha! note: you nga ung military secrecy .. You release all ... hahaha!!! hahaha! joke! uyy mron you just like ~ yaaaay XD ...

(meron you just like? Merong katulad mo? Meron kang gusto? Ha? ._.)


In tagalog:

..ay eto pala~ lol~ ayan nabasa cu na yung military secrecy niyo! X3 Mandatory nanaman ba ang CAT? Kala cu ba tinanggal na yun @___@ Diba last year may community service tsaka scouting? :O Napaka out-dated cu na talaga

Translated:

.. here it is a shovel ~ lol ~ cu read here that the military secrecy drop! X3 mandatory nanaman Is CAT?  Kala cu I deleted it___Diba last year with community service tsaka scouting? : O Very out-Dated cu that really

(LOL. First of all, I was dumbfounded when Jasmine said that CAT is a shovel in Canada. XD And how the hell did she delete CAT from our school?..very outdated na u jaa? You're so conyo. Haha~ XD that really? SSuuure.)

In tagalog:

kunwari anonymous pero riirii tlga toh xD hahaha! tinatamad ako mag open ehh... xD... tpos un. hahah.. jasmine! irene!

nako kakabaliw naman ehh.. xD

naaasar ako sa IP namin kc feeling ko andami naming (ung group namin, script writers) ginawa pero d kmi appreciated.. amf...

tpos ung cooking thingie bahala na bkas.. xD


Translated:

suppose anonymous but riirii Braga toh XD hahaha! drawl me to open ehh... XD ... tpos un. hahah .. jasmine! ! irene!

kakabaliw naman nako ehh .. xD

I naaasar IP we kc feeling like we andami (We ung group, script writers) made but d kmi appreciated .. amf...

tpos ung cooking thingie custody of bkas .. xD

(uhh what? Kakabaliw naman nako whaaa? I sound conyo in the third line XD and what the F is cooking thingie custody? nakakain ba un? XD)

</boredom> <--lol

well anyway. enough making fun of noob google translation. I'm hungry. XD

Good to be back in LJ :D

I know it's super late now, but I really REALLY REALLY want to post my first experience in star city. But let me start from the very very top okay? =D i love how the story goes on forever. XD


Anyway, I slept at around 4AM in the morning of Friday, not because I was so excited about the Star City trip (I'm not in that lowest level of Loser okay), but because our dogs wouldn't stop barking on our neighbors for having a session. Tsk. I set my alarm time to 8:30AM so I can eat and take a long bath, but apparently, it was 9something AM already when I woke up. XD My phone kept snoozing and believe me, I can hear the alarm in my dreams. I was like 'wdf is that?'. And in my dreams I realized that it's my alarm and I practically forced myself to wake up from my dream, which I don't know anymore what it was all about.


I couldn't eat anymore since I take a bath for a long time. x.x it's a sad habit. Anyway, I finished everything by 10AM, so I went to the front of Filinvest with my mom to wait for a bus. Guess what.. it came 11:15AM. Yeah I looked at the time. XD Imagine standing there for more than an hour, just to have a bus that you'll also stand inside. x.x When it finally came to Gil puyat, (did I tell you our supposedly meeting time was 12:30PM?) I did more standing in LRT1. When I reached Doroteo Jose, I brisked walk towards LRT2 and sat, since Recto is the first station. Good for me. XD


(bzzzzz. I'm getting sleepy.)


FINALLY! I reached Katipunan! I changed to my Starcity clothes (eh what?), the one I planned on wearing for the day, (yes I plan my clothes now, too much?) and went to Jollibee. I came there 1:30PM ;o; I feel so ashamed. So filipino time. Well it wasn't my fault. I planned on riding the bus by 10:30AM, but it just had to be more than half an hour late. Fucker. Oh and by the way, I HAD to go to my dorm again because I brought my other school stuffs there. Just for the people wondering why I had to change clothes there and not just wait in LRT1.


So anyway, from that point, I was with Aly, kuya Jomi, kuya Allan, Acee, Chris and Tin. We went to Recto to wait for ate Issa, ate Ange, kuya Zeus and ate Rana(in order according to who came first). Some of us (not me XD) bought DVDs and clothes, then went to Vito Cruz station. From there we rode the orange jeep(?) to Star City. Oh and on the orange jeep thingie, I sat on the coke cooler. @.@ It was fun. LOLx.


*tentenenenenenen~*


STAR CITY! XD it's my first time going there. Seriously.


We first had pictures with the snow man. We harrased it. XD It was fun. LOL~ Then we paid for a ride all you can+snow world.


First ride: The  anchor's away like ride. OH WAIT. Our first ride, the ESCALATOR. LOLx. Jk.


Next, Star.. umm. Something. Aly was calling it Star Gazer at first so that's the name that got stuck in my head. OH! Star flyer. I think. It was friggin  fun @.@ I was sitting in front with kuya Jomi in that ride. MY GLASSES FELL. Good thing I was able to catch it mid-air. I just had it's lenses changed since it had scratches ;o; Anyway, I got careful in my next attempts in that ride.


YAY IZA CAME! =D


Next, The log jam like ride. XDD I had that ride with Aly. XD The place where you should hold thingie smelled awful X.x me, Aly, Acee and kuya Zeus had to wash the stench of with my cologne. lolx. Thank God for Johnson's baby cologne! XD


Next, umm.. uhh... Surf Dance! @.@ Freaky. XD It's fun! And it doesn't make your glasses fall. lolx.


We rode the random rides again and again. We also rode the roller coaster. =D


We went to the mummy haunted house. And boy, YOU should have been there. XD on the way to exit, a random freaky thing fell on top of me. YES. ON TOP OF ME. I was holding Aly's shoulders and apparently, I threw her somewhere when that freaky thing fell on top of me. XD After I practically threw her, I bumped my head on a foam stuff and I ran towards kuya Zeus' back. lolx. Since he was in front of everyone. LOLx. I want to tell Aly's story in her POV.


Aly's POV:


So when teh uber reliable RiiRii pulled me, I rolled down and hit a foam thingie. Someone stepped on my hands *ouch* and shoes ;o; and someone said " Ano ba tong basurang toh?" They thought I was part of the props ;o; until someone patted me on the head and asked "sino toh?" I said "SI ALY!!!" and he helped me get up.


I told everyone about this and RiiRii was just laughing so hard I think her laughing..err, organs? would explode any minute. Apparently, it was Acee who helped me.


END OF POV.


LOL. I told her afterwards that some props fell on my head and I didn't know that I pulled her so hard she stumbled down. After the props thing fell on me, I saw its hands so maybe that's the time I pulled her towards falling down and then I hid behind Kuya Zeus' back. LOLx.


I think after that, we went to another haunted house. The girl working there was scaring us @.@ She went inside and opened a flashlight in her face in front of us. We screamed like hell. XD Acee probably got mad at the girl and was shouting "P*TANG *NA MO ATE!" until the end of the haunted house. LOL. And the girl was like "joke lang e". And Acee was like "P*TANG *NA MO TALAGA ATEEEEE!" LOL. Win. XD Moral of the story? Let the house do the scaring (Uhh spell check plx?)


Some of us went.. ermm.. rapelling? XD I dunno how to call that Kuya Jomi, Kuya Allan, Ate Tin, Iza, Acee and Chris tried it. =D i didn't Lulx


Eat tiiiime~ I had a crappy noodle dish and iced tea from Outbox, then a muffin and strawberry smoothie from kenny rogers. WHAAT?! I didn't have breakfast AND lunch AND dinner yet that time. I practically underwent on a diet. XD (nao grammar check plx)


After eating, SNOW WORLD! XD in our first attempt, we went outside after.. less than 5 minutes? LOL. Win. Then after that, we did some exercise and went inside again. This time we tried the slides. We hugged a lot (yieee) because of the coldness. @.@ Oh, in the first attempt, kuya jomi was like "diba yung 18 degrees parang may aircon lang naman?" Well guess what, I had a jacket on, and the jacket provided by the starcity for borrowing and still I froze. XD yay for group hugs! Yay for partner hugs! Yay for slides!


In the short slide, in my first attempt I left my bag on top, so the others just made it slide after me. XDDD I LOL-ed SOOOOO MUCH. XD they were like "riccel bag mo!!" and I didn't hear it @.@ so they just threw my bag in the slide. Win~ XD


(oh and while I'm doing this entry, Boogie is sleeping on top of my lap. <3)


After snow world, everyone got 'panandalian' colds. LOL. I think we stayed there for 20 minutes and I'm telling you, living in a big refrigerator is not healthy. LOLx.  Yay for my foggy glasses. XD


We rode some of the rides again to feel hot (lol) again. I dunno why, but riding extreme rides make you sweat. @.@


Then then we played games. (can you feel my laziness?) Then we rode the orange jeep thingie again towards LRT1. Everyone went to their respective rides going home.


I'M SO FRIGGIN HAPPY THAT I WENT TO STARCITY WITH THEM! I WANT TO GO AGAAAIIIIIN! =D WITH THE SAAAME PEOPLE PLXXXX~ =D it's so fucking fun! :DDDD


Anyway, I'm going to sleep now. -.- I'm tired. I had more or less 5 hours of sleep, and EXTREME FUN AND LAUGHTER. so yea. I'm tired. x.x


I came home by 11:30 PM. =D how early. XD My mom didn't get mad at me. She knows I had extreme fun. XD


~*~*~riirii~*~*~

LOL. I'm bored. And I realized I didn't want to sleep yet. SO enjoy these LOLCATS i got from icanhascheezburger.com XD
more animals adorable XD
more animals kawaiii deshiii~ <333
more animals hahaha! >:) What if that 'yarnball' gets destroyed? o.o and now, tentenen! Loldogs! XD from ihashotdog.com. XD
see more puppies "this tongue can reach mah elbows~!" XD btw. is there a scientific reason why we can reach our elbows with our tongue? o_o (randomness attacking)
see more puppies aww... just like our dogs. :'( graaaah I'll be leaving home again for college. Haff i told you we has (ehem lolspeak) a new puppy? err dog? puppy? Semi toy dog? XD it's a lhasa apso dog. I don't have a pic here in our other pc though. :| too tired to go to other room. Besides, my brother is using it. I think. XD our pup's name is Boogie. XD sadly, it's a boy. (if it were a girl we'd like to breed it with aly's dog. :D
see more puppies i think this one's a lhasa apso. XD it's similar to a shih tzu. Uber mega similar. I saw a shih tzu at bioresearch and I thought it was a lhasa apso. XD screw bioresearch. O_O they sell their shih tzu male 4 months (detaileD? XD) for 18k. O___O my brother got ours, 3 months old for 8k. So a month costs 10k? XD if we took it's birth certificate, it will cost 10k. wdf. we don't plan on entering him on dog contests so we didn't get the certificate. My brother says it's needed to enter the competitions. So they will be assured that your dog is pure bread bred. XD LOL~
see more puppies yea. so sassy. XD anyway, uber tired now. :| good mornyt. XD

Is it readable? o.o


Stuffs to rant/thank about:


~F*ck INTAC2. x.x I was supposed to get a Friday PE class. I don't care if it starts by 7:30 up to 9:30 (because if you get a friday PE class it's supposed to be 2 hours. But nooooo. INTAC2 had to be a friday class. An uber friday class.

~There's no such thing as a 3:30 Friday PE class. Because if there's one, it'll end by 5:30. And that's not healthy for a freshman. XD

~I thank the Lord for not giving me a super early Monday class. XD

~I thank the Lord for NOT giving me a 7AM class. Well. there's a 7:30 class though. T_T It's tolerable. X3

~I don't like physics. But hell, I wanted a chem class but there are no more slots available. And no, you can't buff someone in a NatSci class. I don't even know why I was able to get buffed in a PE class. XDD Online registration my ASS. XD But come to think of it, I don't know why I took Aerobics. XD I had all the choices in the world. Haha~ I think I wanted aerobics because I and Aly (oooh I and Aly~ it rhymes~ XD) talked about getting it. :|

~Since math is a 6-unit subject, it's going to be an everyday class. I'M RANTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING :E


Anyway, for this Sem, i have EN11(3) and LIT13(3), FIL12(3), MA19(6... *faints*), PS1(3) and PS2(1) (physics Lecture and Lab..although I so want those acronyms to mean playstation. LOL infinity~), PE102(2) for Aerobics (for you people who are wondering why my classrom is in the Dance Area. XDD) and INTAC2(0). ö


*(insert number here) are the units coordinated with the subject.


So there. I have 19 units for this sem.. Yyyay? o.o PE subjects don't affect your grades here in Ateneo. It's just required to have 4 PE subjects. 1 for each sem in 2 years. XD And yeah, you can still take PE in third and fourth year. You just have to pay up. O_O I think PE costs 4k-5k. Around that value. XD That's why I took my PE during first sem seriously and I'll take the 3 remaining PEs seriously too. :)


Anyway, I'm uber tired now :| It's already Sunday, XD and I don't even know why I'm still awake. I still have a date (..according to them) with my highschool friends of which I'm still thinking whether I should go or not.


Nyao~ :D

Yea. My mind is still in vacation. I'm looking for it now :| "braaaain where are youuuuuuuuuuuuu!?"


Okay. Uber late post. XD I'm so disappointed of myself. XO I have a C grade. A C! In ES Lab! ;o; I knew having a shit group would lead to disaster. Why? Because all of our grades are the same. It's a group for a reason. T_T The only thing that isolates me from them is our individual plant care project paper. Which I am sure I didn't flunk because.. well mainly my plant is uber healthy and second, I did my paper for two days, which for me is good, because I usually cram stuffs like paper in an hour. Yes. An hour. XD sometimes I even cram my assignments like 5 minutes before bell, or even while my teacher is still talking in front. LOL. Kidding. I did that in highschool though. :| Anyway, I think I shouldn't be sad about that C in ES lab since it's just 1 unit. But then again, it's just 1 UNIT! And I flunked it! T^T I know D is the dreaded "pasang awa", and C is.. C. But.. It's just friggin cruel. ES lecture is 3 units and I get a B+. How moronic. XD How ironic. How.. stupid. o.o My brothers get B as their lowest grade so I'm frustrated. Even though I know they're uber intelligent. Ackkk. I never felt this inferior before. ToT


Sooo. Grades for First Sem. And yea, I don't care if you think I'm a dumbass for having low grades. XD It's first sem! I'm.. I'm.. adjusting! XDD


EN10........................S
INTAC1....................S
ES12........................B+
MA11 .......................B
LAWN TENNIS.......B
FIL11 .......................C+ (hrrr.. I think I deserve a B please. o.o)
ES10........................C    (T^T)

*S is for satisfactory. And no, we don't have very satisfactory and outsanding. Just S for satisfactory and U for unsatisfactory. And if you get a U, you'd still pass. Pretty stupid eh? XD I knew about that "you'd still pass even if you get a U" thing from our INTAC teacher. XD There's this one student in our block who said she didn't want to attend her math class since it's basic. That way she'll get a W for withdraw, and will have to take basic math again for second sem. Our teacher said she should just flunk the subject instead of getting a W because.. *repeats* if you get a U you'd still pass. Ateneo has a weird way of thinking. In a good way. I think. o.o


So there. XD


Later I'll post my sched. XD

During vacation, my brain wanders off somewhere unreachable for me. So yeah, Medyo gulay ako ngayon dahil walang laman yung ulo ko. Wahaha~ m(>~<)v


I'm reading this manga Dei Ecchi Ei (uhh, don't get me wrong. Pag naghahanap kasi ako ng babasahin, I scroll up and down the list and click randomly. Haha~ And besides, yung manga naman may mahalay na point lang pag napupurify yung guy, LOL. Yung mga demon girls biglang nawawalan ng clothes. Which is really weird.) I really like it because of the weird plot it has. I want to read volume 3 already ;o; I so hate cliffhangers. x.x


Ugh, I've been meaning to visit my old school, but I always ALWAYS feel lazy because I don't want to visit it alone. :( Anyway, I only have one intention for going >:] and that is to make my 4th year teachers pay for not giving me an extra 0.05 to get red eagle awardee ehem. Okay, so I'm still bitter about that. *sourgraping* And, well yeah, to see if people still knows me. I mean, I'm always the forgettable one because I'm so quiet and all. XD Well, not anymore. Haha! I love it when I was asked one time, "What are your achievements ever since you stepped here in Ateneo?" Me: Oh, I got a little loud all of a sudden. LOL. They thought I was weird for having such a low achievement. Well, that's just me. =P


Anyway, maybe I'll visit the school by Nov 3 :( who would want to go to school without the ones you'd like to torture being there? Only the ones who would like to burn the school atleast. XD


Oh oh! Continuation to my story last(?) time.


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Lately, B has been really good to me, but guess what? I found out he's really like that, a little arrogant yet charming. I thought I loved him once. But I guess it was just the time when I wasn't getting any luck from A, and B was really good to me. Anyway, out of nowhere, some girl I know says she likes B. Let's name her V. And I think they have this mutual love for each other, atleast according to V. I don't know why, but that hurt me a little, but that hurt went off by just a minute. I saw my guy friend C along the hallways. Must I tell you something about him? He's just my college-love-at-first-sight. Haha~ CLAFS for short. Kidding.

So how the hell did he enter this story again? I really don't know. I don't even know myself anymore. Through this worthless sembreak, I have come to realize something: I'm just joking myself for loving A (although I have given much of my time for him, and talk about those..err, nevermind) I think I misunderstood my heartbeats. I'm  such a stupid teenager. I know that during this stage, you feel really hot and fall in love easily. And now that I have arranged my thoughts, I think I'm really falling all over for C again. xo

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Err. o.o


Oh, I've been playing Harvest moon lately, like maybe 3 weeks already, and I was wondering how your character would get a baby. LOL. My character got married already and I wouldn't stop playing until I get that friggin baby. LOL. I want to see how it looks like. x3 Like having the desire to see how the marriage would go. LOL. And when you finally get 100 notes. Haha~ I know there's youtube and all, but it's better knowing that you achieved it yourself. =P


anyway, I think I should stop telling you nonsense stuffs. x.x


Bye now. (^~^)v

Woah. It's been a long time since I visited my LJ. I may say my schedule was so hectic. Well, my class schedule may look nice and has lots of free time in it, but Gawd. Ever since September (and August) my life has been a complete hell. Anyway, last August, Jasmine visited Philippines. Haha~ pics available at our multiply: http://kikaikyoudai.multiply.com/ <--make with the clicky. Haha~


So here's something random for you. :D


I have a friend. Make that two friends, A and B. Majority of my friends favor hanging out with A, because he's a happy go lucky person and is very sociable, the almost opposite of B. I preferred hanging out with B because he's a loner, which he somehow appreciate. But lately, I've been hanging out more with A just because he's always wherever I am, for some reason. I believe B sees this, and now, he's avoiding me. I hate it. I hate it. I hate it. Ad infinitum. Why? Because in our treasured alone moments, I think I've developed feelings for B. A is just a really really good friend to me. I even think our friendship is a joke, in a sense that we only talk about random funny stuffs, other than that we are strangers. But B and I had this connection. I tell stuffs to him, he listens, which I like most, and he also tell stuffs to me. And it involves seriousness. Well, sometimes we have laugh trips and all, but all-in-all, I thought we had something "magical". Wek. Corny. Haha~ I can't believe I'm saying this. All i know now is that I'm sad. :(


Who's A and B? XD who's the writer? Who's who? ö


ATENEO WON! Woohoo~! Oh, I'm gonna share something. A 5 point bonus question was given in our long test, and it was about the second game. Who will win? I placed ateneo. YAY 5 pOINTS.


Haha~ that's all.

Okay okay. Kidding. Those in diets just.. you know.. continue what you're doing. XD


Anyhoo~ My weekly allowance is..err unimportant. SO blah blah most of it goes to food. Seriously o_o And some school stuffs, too, like photocopies, and photocopies, and.. photocopies. Oh oh! And school plays x__x apparently, the first play ever that I watched in our school is disgusting. LOL. And I was sitting in the second row! Anyway, the whole play is good, it's just the torrid kissing that made me barf. LOL. You'll also barf when you have a bird's eye view of.. 2 GUYS kissing. Yep. Guys. I mean, it's okay if they were in opposite sex, but HELL, gay stuffs make me puke like hell.


So going to the title again, my mom offered to buy my groceries this time (teehee) and I made her buy 5 cups of strawberry yogurt, a milk carton and some cookies. So there goes my diet. Haha~ In the morning I eat my breakfast cereal, at lunch a pack of cookies and for dinner, a cup of yogurt. Just for this week. Why? Our org DSWS decided to have a movie night together and just have bonding. Haha~ I thought I'd spend a lot so I decided to keep most of my allowance for the week unused for our movie night. LOL.


So at 12:30PM, I went back to my dorm and slept until 3:00PM. LOL. Just to be fresh for our movie night. LOL. And then I took a bath, fixed my hair, had my dirty clothes washed by the housekeeper and went to the nearest overpass to meet with Aly. We then went to MVP to go to our org's room and we had pictures and introduced ourselves. :D Then, we road tricycles (since we were many :D) going to Mini Stop, and we took pictures again, hahaha! We looked like children. LOL. Our pose was like we just saw Mini Stop for the first time. LOL. How gay. XD And then we rode LRT going to Gateway and bought tickets for the movie Wanted. Since the movie would start at 7:30PM, we had our dinner first (tentenenen! I ate real food again! Hahaha! My most awaited time of the day. LOL.) and played at Time Zone (or they played and I watched. LOL) And watched the movie. :)


After the movie, my mom told me to go to Jollibee, of which I didn't know where. LOL. So ate Issa and kuya Jomie came with me. When we got there, they didn't want to leave yet because they are scared that I won't get to go home o_o I told them my mom would pick me up and they should also go back to their dorm already because it was 9:30PM already. So ate Issa just gave her number to me and told me to send a text message to her so she and kuya Jomie would know if i were all right. Haha~ How nice of them :D They even told me not to forget to do so because they might not be able to sleep well. LOL. Aww we love each other. Yay happy org! XD Good thing kuya Zeus organized this movie night because it made our org closer than ever. :D Anyway, when I assured them that I WILL get home, they left already. Parang 1 month and 2 weeks pa lang ako ansaya saya ko na sa Ateneo. Haha! :D My mom came after 20 minutes or so. :D Yay home^^


So anyway, my bed is calling me. Telling me to sleep already. o.o I still have to go practice tennis tomorrow 6am. Whoop-ti-do. LOL. But seriously, I want a good grade for PE. Haha~


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"Why is it that every week, something unthinkable happens to my right foot?" o.o


So anyway, let me start off with last last week, May 27, 2008.


We own two guinea pigs. :D All they do is eat, eat and eat. Anyway, they love grass. So I went to the grassy part at the back of our house with my mom to get our pets food. BTW, we don't name our small animals. Just the dogs and the cat. Apparently, once we name them, they die o_o Or maybe the dying part was coincidence only. Anywayy~


So after we took a big bag of grass, we were walking back to our house and I saw a broken bottle of beer. I told my mom not to step on it. Then after 3 seconds or so my mom said she got stuck in the grass. xD So I came back to help her and I suddenly stepped on the broken bottle myself O_O I had to hop all the way to the nearest faucet with my mom inside the house and apparently, I shed some blood on our street. LOLx. [isipin na lang nila paint yun. Red paint. Haha!]


After my mom put a cloth or something on my foot, I started to walk again. GAWD. I shed blood again! I realized that when I reached our terrace. I made a little puddle of blood on the floor of the terrace and I stared at it. If my mom hadn't come after 10 seconds or so, I would have fainted because of the puddle of blood. Haha. It's creepy x.x


After 2-3 days, my mom permitted me to walk again :3 yay me!


[end of mishap]


looking at the scar of my foot which made me lose more than a liter of blood, I'm shocked. Haha! It's so minute I don't even know where the blood came from. xD the bottle probably hit a vein :/


June 1, 2008


I transferred to my dorm already. So I can adjust my sleeping time fast. LOL~


June 2, 2008


x.x left alone in my dorm. LOLOL~ I had my ID picture taken then.


June 3, 2008


Enrollment. Gawd. I was so lost. I didn't bring my map with me, so yeah, I somehow got late for the enrollment. LOL. I just followed students with freshman planner with them. xD I'm so gay. Haha. And if my brother didn't come after I took my reg forms, I'll still be dead lost. xD I need to memorize the places there already o_o My highschool school(lol?) was small so I'm a bit shocked in college. haha! go people in UP! that's so much bigger! LOL


June 4, 2008


We had this guidance testing thing. :D I made crappy stories. Go me.


June 5, 2008


First day of Orsem! :D it's so fun! We danced, partey-ed, everything! Tads tads tads! (think satisfaction song) Hahah! We had fun with our TNTs and with the Logs as well. :3 oh! let me put the songs that we frequently danced at the orsem. about the tune, go figure. LOL.


~Pacific Ring of Fire~


leader: [insert group here, e.g. freshmen, comtech, R3 (our block), SOM], are you ready to errupt?
group: ready!
ALL: five six seven eight Pacific ring of fire (3x) BOOM!


~Banana~


Banana!
Chen chen, chenchenchenchen chen chen, chenchenchenchenchen, Banana!
Chen chen, chenchenchenchen chen chen, chenchenchenchenchen, Banana!


~Chuga~


Hey [insert group here] you're a really cool cat
You got a lot of this, you got a lot of that
So don't be afraid of the bogeyman
Just stand up and chuga as fast as you can

Chuga up! (chuga chuga, chuga chuga)
Chuga down! (chuga chuga, chuga chuga)
Chuga left! (chuga chuga, chuga chuga)
Chuga right! (chuga chuga, chuga chuga)

wooh!


June 6, 2008


Second day of Orsem. :D fun fun fun! We also had a SOM night where Boy Abunda was a guest speaker. :D


June 7, 2008


Aw. Last day of orsem D: We had GREAAAT bondings during Orsem. Oh. the funny part this day was the Orsem night. Concert :D


I love catching falling rockstars. Hahaha! The vocalist of the pedicab band fell right in front of us (Alyssa and me). I was LOL-ing because the guy in front of us said to his friend, "Tol akala ko susukahan ako e." LOL. He dived o_o


Parokya ni Edgar. Haha. LOL much. Vincent shook hands with the crowd, and the crowd ate pulled him off-stage. He dived as well. LOLx. Oh and when he came up the stage via the-chair-beside-me, uhh. nevermind x.x


I came back in our dorm probably 9:30pm. LOL.


Tch. I miss Orsem. xD


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:D Newnew! Here's my schedule for first year first sem. Haha! Paint. Haha. Don't mind the disastrous coloring. x.x I just want to emphasize the "heart" in my schedule. :D please don't tell me I'm stupid for having basic english x.x GAWD IS IT MY FAULT THAT THE ENTRANCE TEST WAS SUPER TIME PRESSURED? o.o Anyhoo, they say we still have this diagnostic test. hopefully this will lead me to greatness regular english. :3





I'll post an entry tomorrow about all the happenings during Orsem. I had a blast. xD I always thought people in college are hard serious. Gawd. I already feel at home in Ateneo. :3 I still need a map though x.x

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Title? Enough said. Haha! So a while ago, we should have gone to Ateneo to take my ID picture. Seriously I haven't done that. LOL~ Anyway, last time we went there, I was too haggard-looking and wasted that I didn't want to take it. LOL~ I should have done it already ne? =.= Dumb me. I should have gone to the lady's room and fixed myself. But I was damn lazy to do so. I mean, it was raining hard so my hair is wet, I stink like hell because before the rain, it was uber sunny, and, I wasn't just in the mood to have my picture taken.


Anyway, so my mom and I went to Festival Mall first. And never stepped out of it. Not atleast after 7 hours. LOL~ Oh, let me tell you something first. A 7 hour shopping is normal for me. But after that long time, I have probably only purchased 2-3 items. Yup~ It takes me that long to pick stuffs.So don't be surprised if sometimes, I re-use a lot of my clothes for many times because I only have few things owned. Surprisingly, today I bought like 5shirts. LOL~ I also helped my mom buy some for herself. :D I'm actually sharing clothes with my mom because we have the same body type (but really I'm fatter xD) and I want my mom not to be so lola when in comes to clothes. Haha~


Anyway, today we also bought bed stuffs (except for pillows because the damn pillows were so expensive o_o my mom knows a place to buy cheap but good pillows~ :D) and bathroom stuffs and kitchen stuffs. It's so fun shopping with my mom because while we were shopping, she was teasing me and I was teasing her, too, whenever the clothes looked tacky when we are the one wearing it. LOL~ And we were also having this laugh trip moments on picking up the stuffs and the color as well. Haha! It took me like an hour to pick the bed stuff colors. Or probably 2 hours. Nyahaha! First I wanted violet. But the salesman offered me red polkadots O_O. First, red is the least besheet color I would ever use because it is too bright. Anyhow, the saleslady that helped the salesman then offered this colorful flower print, but I hated it. It's too girly, I whispered to my mom. She was like o_o "But you are a girl!" We laughed because she knew already I'm not that girly girl girl. That's why she was shocked I wanted to buy a black skirt at the mall. She refused though, because I think she probably thinks that I would never wear that skirt because it was too girly. I'm gonna buy that though >:) I really liked it o_o


So, back to the bed stuff colors. We went to another saleslady and chose to buy a set instead: A comforter with a fitted sheet and 2 pillowcases. First, she offered a rather formal color o_o Then offered green and blue checkered/stripes. Mom said it looked like bright pajamas. Nyahaha! Probably after an hour of brainstorming (LOL much), I picked the yellow one with flower prints. I know right? It was too girly for me. But then again, I found it rather cute xD


So after we bought ALL the stuffs, we went to shopwise to buy some detergents and a few food. Then we came across this cake shop and since today is my parents' 25th civil wedding anniversary, I decided to buy them a cake <3 HAPPY SILVER WEDDING to my parents! :D Yup~ They've been together that long. Cool huh? I told mom, "When you reach your 50th anniversary, I'll bring you to Disney Land." She laughed because when that time comes, they're probably both on chairwheels already. Hahaha!


So we went home already. o_o Gawd. My legs hurt like hell! So does my feet (ESPECIALLY!). But it was so fun! Imagine, 2 of us, both girls, carrying 4 shopping bags, 3 or 4 grocery bags and 1 huge bag of the comforter. LOL. Guess what? We're still alive! Nyaahaha! It was so hard carrying all of those. But anyway, it was damn worth it. I'm somehow excited for college. I'm even reading my review stuffs just to be prepared. Ciao for now! :D


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